Yippee! I will be going to Indonesia, Jakarta tomorrow. This is my first time going there and I am really quite excited! The most recent trip to Indonesia was with Rachel and Freya! We had fun in our one day trip, running for the last ferry. HAHA. I am excited for ALL the food I am going to devour like the monster I am. ARGHHHH! I got a feeling I cannot expect too much from the place. I think it is going to be a mighty lot like Guangzhou. Which I never really did completely blog about. Oh well.
Expecting bad air there. Thank god our hotel is directly linked to all the shopping malls, so I would be spreeing like nobody's business! Hahaha. I hope. My attempts to spree never seem to be very very fruitful. I need to get some clothes for the next semester though! EXCITED!
My grandma has not been looking too good after the surgery. :( She has no appetite and no mood and she is unable to control her limbs. I am really helpless about it.
I hope she gets better soon.
Okay. That was all I wanted to say.
May 23, 2013
Leaving for indo-land!
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May 21, 2013
Facelift!
Decided to give the entire blog a facelift! I went on to play around with the settings! I super love the results now! The only problem I have is that the header picture becomes less sharp after I converted it from PSD. to JPG. Anyone knows the solution to this? I already selected the highest resolution!
I decided to move away from the scrapbooking style,
to a more simple style! I was playing around with the fonts and downloading a lot a lot of fonts! I specially like those with a little vintage feel! :)
I wanted to practice the font thingie because I am going to create some quotes for my new photo frames. Decided my room needed a makeover. A mini one!
Going into baking bread. I never knew it was so easy! Anyone volunteering to be my guinea pigs? Hehe.
:)
I decided to move away from the scrapbooking style,
to a more simple style! I was playing around with the fonts and downloading a lot a lot of fonts! I specially like those with a little vintage feel! :)
I wanted to practice the font thingie because I am going to create some quotes for my new photo frames. Decided my room needed a makeover. A mini one!
Going into baking bread. I never knew it was so easy! Anyone volunteering to be my guinea pigs? Hehe.
:)
May 16, 2013
Food, Glorious Food!
So, I have been lying at home these two weeks. All my nasty unhealthy cravings gone. But a human still has to eat right? I have been making my own food, falling ill, looking for jobs(in vain) and crafting. This post is all about food though. Me being me, lazy as I am shan't even bother to edit the colours this time round. HAHA. Bad lighting and all.
Right after our first paper which ended at 1900. We went to Pique-Nique and oh boy, was the portion large. I was not feeling entirely well that day, but this is good stuff! My friends went on to eat dessert. I was still struggling to finish my food!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL/ EXAMS. Lamb something something from Salt and tapas bar or something at Raffles city! I loved this and once again, Qing Lin felt it was not worth it! Haha, I feel bad for her, but I tried to warn her! This was where we paid $8++ for sparkling water. HAHA, reminded me of Germany 2010 <3 I miss those days. The sourdough, though not very sour, was good. I like it!
Okay. Home quarantine AKA no social life starts here.
Corn and Chicken soup with cold baked potato with cream cheese and ham and pickles!
It was a veggie day so I drank Corn and Mushroom soup, and ate baked potato with cream cheese and pickles and papaya pickles. I ate a quarter of papaya after that. I was trying to make my skin better!
Corn and Chicken soup with a quarter of a cauliflower inside! It was good! I added a dollop of cream cheese in!
The next day, I fell ill, but I also felt like baking, so I made lemon chiffon cakes using this recipe! OMG, this recipe is the bomb! Or maybe it was the top flour. But nevertheless, it tasted so nice to me that I made a second batch. I am biased because I like chiffon cakes. Haha.
First batch, half the portion and unfortunately, the more successful batch. Hai!
Look at how soft it was! I barely squished it!
LOOK AT THE TEXTURE! Okay, it tasted like lemon chiffon, eggy, fluffy but I think I will prefer pandan chiffon better. Maybe because I use cupcake cups instead of the cake pan, I felt that the cupcakes tend to float up! There empty spaces in the cup itself. Hmmmm.
Okay, lastly, today's lunch.
Corn and Chicken soup (AGAIN) with green apples and italian tuna from Korea. I found the tuna a little too salty, but, it tasted weirdly good with the tangy green apples. Haha, I have so many cans of corn and chicken campbell soup because I had a craving for it and it was on discount. I think it is time to move away from it thought. Cream based soups are not the healthiest food on Earth. Oh, neither is canned tuna. Haha.
Okay, that's all I wanted to say.
Rebecca :)
My grandma came out of surgery in pain but okay! Doctor says she has a little bit of high blood pressure right now but I will keep praying for her:) 奶奶 加油!
Gelato from the ice-cream shop in school. Green tea and teddy bear flavour. Haha. I always have faith in blue coloured ice-cream. Maybe because the colour is so icky (in my personal opinion, because blue is a appetite suppressant), they tend to compensate with better taste. It is like toffee flavour. Nomnom.
Soup spoon! This was in Bugis! After we went for an interview together. My beloved tomato and basil soup. Haha. Qing Lin did not finished her share. She is totally not a western food lover.
Right after our first paper which ended at 1900. We went to Pique-Nique and oh boy, was the portion large. I was not feeling entirely well that day, but this is good stuff! My friends went on to eat dessert. I was still struggling to finish my food!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL/ EXAMS. Lamb something something from Salt and tapas bar or something at Raffles city! I loved this and once again, Qing Lin felt it was not worth it! Haha, I feel bad for her, but I tried to warn her! This was where we paid $8++ for sparkling water. HAHA, reminded me of Germany 2010 <3 I miss those days. The sourdough, though not very sour, was good. I like it!
Okay. Home quarantine AKA no social life starts here.
Corn and Chicken soup with cold baked potato with cream cheese and ham and pickles!
It was a veggie day so I drank Corn and Mushroom soup, and ate baked potato with cream cheese and pickles and papaya pickles. I ate a quarter of papaya after that. I was trying to make my skin better!
Yay! A change! Soba noodles with boiled cauliflower and frozen strawberry yoghurt. Oh, a half boiled egg to go with the leftover sobe sauce. Nom. I loved this meal!
The next day, I fell ill, but I also felt like baking, so I made lemon chiffon cakes using this recipe! OMG, this recipe is the bomb! Or maybe it was the top flour. But nevertheless, it tasted so nice to me that I made a second batch. I am biased because I like chiffon cakes. Haha.
First batch, half the portion and unfortunately, the more successful batch. Hai!
Look at how soft it was! I barely squished it!
Okay, lastly, today's lunch.
Corn and Chicken soup (AGAIN) with green apples and italian tuna from Korea. I found the tuna a little too salty, but, it tasted weirdly good with the tangy green apples. Haha, I have so many cans of corn and chicken campbell soup because I had a craving for it and it was on discount. I think it is time to move away from it thought. Cream based soups are not the healthiest food on Earth. Oh, neither is canned tuna. Haha.
Okay, that's all I wanted to say.
Rebecca :)
My grandma came out of surgery in pain but okay! Doctor says she has a little bit of high blood pressure right now but I will keep praying for her:) 奶奶 加油!
May 10, 2013
Silently awesome.
Looking at Facebook always makes me think of the wonder/dangers of the social media. I just saw on my newsfeed that one of my coursemates just started an album on what she did during the summer holidays. Well, she crafted. She made a necklace which is pretty!
But at the same time, I thought about why she found the need to show off whatever she made on Facebook. Last year, another acquaintance of mine started an album of what she crocheted.
People post pictures on Facebook all the time, but when they post pictures on crafting, I would wonder why they did it. I suppose it is because I do not have the guts to do so myself. I am not a great fan of Facebook. The information there is simply too open for anyone to see. I mean, they do not even need to stalk you! Things about you appear on their newsfeed!
Does social media make the people of today more insecure such that they feel the need to show their achievements to other to gain recognition? I do not know. This could totally be a thesis question. Haha. I am leaning towards a yes.
Personally, when I make something, I always have this question in my mind. Should I blog about it? Tweet about it? Facebook is a no-no to me. Too many people I am not even close to there. Nadah. If I do not write about it somewhere, I kind of feel that what I accomplished is not as grand as it is. Because no one knows I did it, no one gives me compliments, I do not feel good. When I tweet about it, I hope that someone will like or reply to my tweet. Sometimes, I just feel like broadcasting it. Do you feel that way too?
But why should I feel that way? If I know that I did it and I am happy with it, I ought to not feel so unaccomplished....right? I am awesome! Just silently awesome and no one know how awesome I am. But...if no one knows how awesome I am, then I am not so awesome after all Right? This is what we learn in Sociology right? Truth is based on mutual agreement. If no one knows or thinks you are awesome, then you are not awesome. Oh heavens! This really sucks.
So in order to be awesome, I have to let people know that I am awesome so I can be legitly awesome. AHHH. So frustrating. I have to admit. Part of the reason why I do not publicize this little blog I have here to the people I know is because I want to rebel against showing off to people. At the same time, I really want to be praised. I am a mess of contradictions, I know. But do you understand what I mean? People who post what they did up on social media always seem more awesome! >.< I feel sooo undervalued. Haha. What to do? I think the world raised us to be attention seekers.
Sigh. What a complicated world I live in. I do not understand myself sometimes.
Rebecca :/
P.S. I predict more posts like this in these few months. Haha. I overthink all the time.
But at the same time, I thought about why she found the need to show off whatever she made on Facebook. Last year, another acquaintance of mine started an album of what she crocheted.
People post pictures on Facebook all the time, but when they post pictures on crafting, I would wonder why they did it. I suppose it is because I do not have the guts to do so myself. I am not a great fan of Facebook. The information there is simply too open for anyone to see. I mean, they do not even need to stalk you! Things about you appear on their newsfeed!
Does social media make the people of today more insecure such that they feel the need to show their achievements to other to gain recognition? I do not know. This could totally be a thesis question. Haha. I am leaning towards a yes.
Personally, when I make something, I always have this question in my mind. Should I blog about it? Tweet about it? Facebook is a no-no to me. Too many people I am not even close to there. Nadah. If I do not write about it somewhere, I kind of feel that what I accomplished is not as grand as it is. Because no one knows I did it, no one gives me compliments, I do not feel good. When I tweet about it, I hope that someone will like or reply to my tweet. Sometimes, I just feel like broadcasting it. Do you feel that way too?
But why should I feel that way? If I know that I did it and I am happy with it, I ought to not feel so unaccomplished....right? I am awesome! Just silently awesome and no one know how awesome I am. But...if no one knows how awesome I am, then I am not so awesome after all Right? This is what we learn in Sociology right? Truth is based on mutual agreement. If no one knows or thinks you are awesome, then you are not awesome. Oh heavens! This really sucks.
So in order to be awesome, I have to let people know that I am awesome so I can be legitly awesome. AHHH. So frustrating. I have to admit. Part of the reason why I do not publicize this little blog I have here to the people I know is because I want to rebel against showing off to people. At the same time, I really want to be praised. I am a mess of contradictions, I know. But do you understand what I mean? People who post what they did up on social media always seem more awesome! >.< I feel sooo undervalued. Haha. What to do? I think the world raised us to be attention seekers.
Sigh. What a complicated world I live in. I do not understand myself sometimes.
Rebecca :/
P.S. I predict more posts like this in these few months. Haha. I overthink all the time.
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May 09, 2013
SUMMER IS HEREEE!
WHEEE! Summer holidays are finally here! I started my summer holidays with a friend's birthday chalet at Treehouse villa @ Changi! It was really really far away from everywhere else but IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL! I had a balinese feel to the place. It is not the typically eeky chalet. Really nice^^ One of my friend's friend asked me if I was a teacher. HAHAHA. Just because I spoke English? She is funny. Do I give off the teacher vibes??? I hope nottttt.
When my final paper ended, I realised I did not have anything planned at all. Unlike the A levels, when I spent 3 years planning what to do, I realised I had no plans for my summer vacation! I did not know what I wanted to craft, work or do. Frankly speaking, I was quite lost.
BUT.
I realised that I have been religiously pinning things on my pinterest boards^^
I have something to be creative about afterall! Okay, so I have decided that for the summer vacation, I am going to brush up on my sewing skills, and craft more. Take up baking again and learn something new! Maybe learn to shop at Taobao, where it is CHINESE ALL OVERRRR. Haha. Takes brain power to figure out how to use it.
I am going to update my wannados. HAHA. It has been a while. I plan to eat more healthily too. Surprising how my craving for Mcdonalds and all bad food cease with the end of my exams. HAHA. I will have a food post soon. Nom nom. After all the Famous Amos I have eaten the past weeks, I guess it is time to be healthy and lose some weight!!! *determined!*
Okay, I aim to accomplish 15 craft projects this summer! And I will post them all here! It will be my Summer craft challenge! Okay, this will be fun^^
I am looking forward to Summer. Are you? :)
Rebecca:)
P.S. On a more solemn note, my grandmother will be going for her operation to remove her tumour on 130513. Please pray for her.
When my final paper ended, I realised I did not have anything planned at all. Unlike the A levels, when I spent 3 years planning what to do, I realised I had no plans for my summer vacation! I did not know what I wanted to craft, work or do. Frankly speaking, I was quite lost.
BUT.
I realised that I have been religiously pinning things on my pinterest boards^^
I have something to be creative about afterall! Okay, so I have decided that for the summer vacation, I am going to brush up on my sewing skills, and craft more. Take up baking again and learn something new! Maybe learn to shop at Taobao, where it is CHINESE ALL OVERRRR. Haha. Takes brain power to figure out how to use it.
I am going to update my wannados. HAHA. It has been a while. I plan to eat more healthily too. Surprising how my craving for Mcdonalds and all bad food cease with the end of my exams. HAHA. I will have a food post soon. Nom nom. After all the Famous Amos I have eaten the past weeks, I guess it is time to be healthy and lose some weight!!! *determined!*
Okay, I aim to accomplish 15 craft projects this summer! And I will post them all here! It will be my Summer craft challenge! Okay, this will be fun^^
I am looking forward to Summer. Are you? :)
Rebecca:)
P.S. On a more solemn note, my grandmother will be going for her operation to remove her tumour on 130513. Please pray for her.
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May 01, 2013
Taiwanese Drama, Love Now, stole me heart!
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I have been following the drama since November of last year. I think my Soci mates are sick of me squealing and fangirling over the awesomeness of the drama. As you can see from the list of dramas I have watched, I am really quite crazy about them. And these were from 2 years ago. Within the span of 2 years, I watched all these dramas. -.- From Japanese to Chinese to Taiwanese to American to British to Korean. Hahaha. When I ran out of dramas to watch in one category, I moved to the other. Hahahahaha. Sooo.....not many drama hit me so hard and I hardly ever watch a drama which has more than 50 episodes. I think the last time I was so fangirly was when I watched Playful Kiss in 2010. But this.....I got sucked in within the first 10 episodes and got stuck ever since. Never had a Mandarin drama made me so....fangirly. Hahaha. Influenced one other friend (and more to come) into watching the show and she started fangirling with me. HAHAHAHA. Power of me.
The story? It is about Yi Ru being pranked my her sister and ex into going for a holiday at some island in the Philippines. They told her she had cancer and could only live for xxx months. They did this because she was a workaholic and they want her to get a break. So she did and she met this totally amazing guy who happened to have a crush on her since college, hahahaha. The story went on to talk about how they met, what they did their courtship process, when they got married, when she became pregnant, problems that popped up and how they overcame those problems.
The show gave me quite a shock towards the end that made me cry and bawl like a baby till...... I saw the ending. Hahahaha.
I really super love the OTP and all the supplementary characters! Ahhhhh. The show attached so much meaning into the songs(for me) that I downloaded the songs and listened to Mandarin songs for the first time in like....10 years. Hahaha. That's how much I like the show! Even though the last part of the ending a bit tacky and clique. Hahaha.
I was looking for all the song titles when I found this website! I listened to most of the songs, but my favourite is Alibi by Yen-J.
This song ignites the most feelings in me because they play this song when the OTP are together. Hahaha, <3 <3 <3
And then, I heard this song!
Sounds familiar? Sounded soooo familiar to me, that I started thinking and thinking where did I hear it from other than during the drama?!?!?!?!
I realised why.
That's why. I has almost the same melody as Queen of my Heart by Westlife! Slight changes here and there, but almost the same! Shocked was I, that I decided to write a blog post about it. Hahaha. Talk about the drama at the same time! <3
I am really happy that Annie Chen and George Hu are going to act together again. Reignite the chemistry you had together in Love now please!
Okay, I have to go back to studying NOW. I have 3 more papers to go. EXCHANGE EXCHANGE EXCHANGE. GOGOGOGO!
Bye everyone! ~~~
Go watch Love Now! You can watch it from here or just youtube it. IT IS TOTALLY WORTH 72 EPISODES AND MOREEEEEE~~~~
<3
Rebecca :D
Okay. BACK TO WORKKKK.
April 26, 2013
Different worlds in a world.
I was just walking to where my father parked his car when I saw something that stirred some feelings in me. It was a mixture of feelings, sadness, helplessness and truthfully, a little bit of indifference. This feeling of indifference is a little scary, but it is there.
What did I see?
This scene is not an uncommon one. But I doubt many actually looks at it and see a significance. We have been socialized in such a way that this sight is considered normal. People would probably become annoyed if that old man was sitting within the sight of the people in the pubs.
However, this scene, to me, illustrates how the world is so.....unequal. The difference between the working class and the middle/upper class is so stark! The drink that the lady held in her hand could feed the old man for the entire day. This made me feel sad.
On the other hand, a part of me says that it is nothing to be sad about. SOMEONE has to sweep the roads and make it look sparkly clean! The rational and pragmatic part of me say it is part and parcel of the society. Someone gets to be up there, someone has to be down there. Serves him right for not working harder when he was younger. He could have been a retiree enjoying life now. Here comes the indifferent Rebecca.
Which makes me kind of disgusted with myself. Many Singaporeans would probably say it is the government's fault that there is such obvious inequality in our country. We can just apply the minimum wage law and everyone would live happily ever after. True? Sound legit. Must be true.
I beg to differ. Why do you have to blame it on the government? It cannot be entirely their fault. It is the way the world have evolved to become. Why not blame it on the boss of the cleaning company who does not give its workers more wage? Why not the public? If they are willing to pay more tax so that the government can set aside more money for these workers? These methods are not feasible.
Helpless.
Whose fault? It is difficult to blame anyone. Why push the blame to others anyway. If we do not litter the roads, we do not need anyone to clear the roads. Want to blame? Blame the human race. We are all at fault for the prevalence of inequality in today's society. What can we do to reduce the suffering of others?
Hey! How about we go back to being cave people? Then everyone will be the same.
Well, not exactly the same, but you get my flight. By the way, this artist has rather cute cartoons on his profile(click the link!) Quirky cartoons are not easy to draw. It requires creativity.
Okay, I am sort of just blabbering on because this scene (with the old man, not the cave people) was really stuck in my mind. But if you are still reading at this point of time, I leave you with a little nugget of thought. True equality will never happen because some of us tasted how is it like to have more than others and we are selfish. We want to keep enjoying ourselves at the expense of others. I am not willing to change my smartphone to my phoneasurus. My smartphone provides me with so much convenience which "I cannot live without". Business people says these kind of things all the time. It will affect their sales yada yada. Would not increasing your profit kill you? No.....okay maybe you get to eat less sashimi. But will the cost-saving measures you take, eg. employing more part timers so you do not need to pay for their insurance, kill other people? Yes, if that part timer has the misfortune to contract a terminal illness and they do not have sufficient money to pay the hospital for treatment and their job sucks so bad that they are not insured. This analogy is really not too far-off. Things happen. Let's think deeper and find a way to prevent it from becoming worse. We need not look at the government, if we see inside ourselves, we may find a way to do our part in making the world a more survivable place in the future.
Maybe one day when I grow older and get too caught up in the rat race, I will look back here and gain something from this blabberish.
That's all I wanted to say. I hope you got something out of it. ^^
Rebecca:)
P.S. Exams are around the corner. Wish me luck and all the best in my last lap to fulfilling my dream of going on an exchange programme!
What did I see?
An old man sitting on the ledge, his broom and dustpan leaning on the wall next to him. His face was full of wrinkles, his skin was tanned, probably from hours of being exposed to the scorching Singapore sun. He looked down at his fingers and leaned on the wall, his face expressionless. His clothes were quite worn-out.
Across the street, there were a line of pubs. Ladies dressed in their stunning short dresses and high heels socialises with their friend or acquaintances. In their hands, they held glasses of drinks that costed at least SGD$8. They have smiles pasted on their heavily made up faces.
This scene is not an uncommon one. But I doubt many actually looks at it and see a significance. We have been socialized in such a way that this sight is considered normal. People would probably become annoyed if that old man was sitting within the sight of the people in the pubs.
However, this scene, to me, illustrates how the world is so.....unequal. The difference between the working class and the middle/upper class is so stark! The drink that the lady held in her hand could feed the old man for the entire day. This made me feel sad.
On the other hand, a part of me says that it is nothing to be sad about. SOMEONE has to sweep the roads and make it look sparkly clean! The rational and pragmatic part of me say it is part and parcel of the society. Someone gets to be up there, someone has to be down there. Serves him right for not working harder when he was younger. He could have been a retiree enjoying life now. Here comes the indifferent Rebecca.
Which makes me kind of disgusted with myself. Many Singaporeans would probably say it is the government's fault that there is such obvious inequality in our country. We can just apply the minimum wage law and everyone would live happily ever after. True? Sound legit. Must be true.
I beg to differ. Why do you have to blame it on the government? It cannot be entirely their fault. It is the way the world have evolved to become. Why not blame it on the boss of the cleaning company who does not give its workers more wage? Why not the public? If they are willing to pay more tax so that the government can set aside more money for these workers? These methods are not feasible.
Helpless.
Whose fault? It is difficult to blame anyone. Why push the blame to others anyway. If we do not litter the roads, we do not need anyone to clear the roads. Want to blame? Blame the human race. We are all at fault for the prevalence of inequality in today's society. What can we do to reduce the suffering of others?
Hey! How about we go back to being cave people? Then everyone will be the same.
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Okay, I am sort of just blabbering on because this scene (with the old man, not the cave people) was really stuck in my mind. But if you are still reading at this point of time, I leave you with a little nugget of thought. True equality will never happen because some of us tasted how is it like to have more than others and we are selfish. We want to keep enjoying ourselves at the expense of others. I am not willing to change my smartphone to my phoneasurus. My smartphone provides me with so much convenience which "I cannot live without". Business people says these kind of things all the time. It will affect their sales yada yada. Would not increasing your profit kill you? No.....okay maybe you get to eat less sashimi. But will the cost-saving measures you take, eg. employing more part timers so you do not need to pay for their insurance, kill other people? Yes, if that part timer has the misfortune to contract a terminal illness and they do not have sufficient money to pay the hospital for treatment and their job sucks so bad that they are not insured. This analogy is really not too far-off. Things happen. Let's think deeper and find a way to prevent it from becoming worse. We need not look at the government, if we see inside ourselves, we may find a way to do our part in making the world a more survivable place in the future.
Maybe one day when I grow older and get too caught up in the rat race, I will look back here and gain something from this blabberish.
That's all I wanted to say. I hope you got something out of it. ^^
Rebecca:)
P.S. Exams are around the corner. Wish me luck and all the best in my last lap to fulfilling my dream of going on an exchange programme!
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April 18, 2013
A tough ride ahead. :'( Let's be strong together.
My grandmother spent her 70th birthday in the hospital this year. She recently had her 2nd stroke and she was admitted to the hospital for very low red blood cell count. The biopsy revealed she has stage 3 colon cancer.
My heart is breaking as I am typing this out.
When I heard the news, the first question that popped into my head was WHY?! Is it not bad enough that she has dementia and diabetes and 2 strokes? Why must god add one more illness to the list? Is it not bad enough that she does not even talk anymore? Why must this happen?
I have been tearing every night ever since.
Today, when I found out that the cancer was already on the 3rd stage, I really felt so so so helpless. My grandmother will be going for chemotherapy next Monday. This is happening way too fast. Time passes us by way too quickly. Where is the grandma that would bring me out on excursions with the community club members? Where is the grandma who asked me into her room to watch Sailor moon every afternoon?
I know that my grandma has to go through a lot a lot after today. Chemotherapy will change her appearance and.....oh god. I feel so emotional whenever I hear the word "cancer" or "tumour" or any words regarding cancer. I tell myself I have to be strong. The night I visit my grandma in the hospital, I saw the interaction between my grandparents. My grandpa was teasing her, but she does not make a single sound. She just laughs. She just shakes her head whenever we ask her whether she knows who we are. My heart breaks every single time. My brother could not control his tears and he cried in front of my grandparents while trying to be subtle. The scene was really touching. I had tears in my eyes but I forced them back. IF my grandpa can do it, and be strong, I must also be strong. To do my best to support the family. I do not know if my grandma knows, but I think if she did, she would not want to see us sobbing. She would want to see us smiling.
I am glad she makes some funny expressions sometimes. It is the only indication that we have to show that she can still hear us and she knows.
The chemotherapy can only prolong her life but not get rid of the tumour completely. Through this process, I hope that my family can be strong and give my grandma the best support ever.
奶奶, 我爱你.
Rebecca.
My heart is breaking as I am typing this out.
When I heard the news, the first question that popped into my head was WHY?! Is it not bad enough that she has dementia and diabetes and 2 strokes? Why must god add one more illness to the list? Is it not bad enough that she does not even talk anymore? Why must this happen?
I have been tearing every night ever since.
Today, when I found out that the cancer was already on the 3rd stage, I really felt so so so helpless. My grandmother will be going for chemotherapy next Monday. This is happening way too fast. Time passes us by way too quickly. Where is the grandma that would bring me out on excursions with the community club members? Where is the grandma who asked me into her room to watch Sailor moon every afternoon?
I know that my grandma has to go through a lot a lot after today. Chemotherapy will change her appearance and.....oh god. I feel so emotional whenever I hear the word "cancer" or "tumour" or any words regarding cancer. I tell myself I have to be strong. The night I visit my grandma in the hospital, I saw the interaction between my grandparents. My grandpa was teasing her, but she does not make a single sound. She just laughs. She just shakes her head whenever we ask her whether she knows who we are. My heart breaks every single time. My brother could not control his tears and he cried in front of my grandparents while trying to be subtle. The scene was really touching. I had tears in my eyes but I forced them back. IF my grandpa can do it, and be strong, I must also be strong. To do my best to support the family. I do not know if my grandma knows, but I think if she did, she would not want to see us sobbing. She would want to see us smiling.
I am glad she makes some funny expressions sometimes. It is the only indication that we have to show that she can still hear us and she knows.
The chemotherapy can only prolong her life but not get rid of the tumour completely. Through this process, I hope that my family can be strong and give my grandma the best support ever.
奶奶, 我爱你.
Rebecca.
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April 03, 2013
Liberal Arts, useless?
This is a short post about something my friend shared on Facebook and is quite close to my heart. I am currently studying Sociology in NTU, Singapore. I have to say that my decision to study Sociology was one of my best academic decisions I made in my life. I am really grateful to my GP teacher in Junior College for making me un-dislike General Paper. Haha. It led me to a turning point in my life to decide to take Social Sciences. For one period of time, I really really wanted to take Political Science.
I am interested to learn more about how the world works and why our government and other governments work the way they do. Especially in terms of policy making. Are policies that are good for the citizens better or those that the citizens want more important? Both choices has it implications and consequences. I enjoy asking questions like that.
However, I am actually glad I did not take Political Science. Because I do not have any History background, I do not have adequate knowledge to aid me into thinking beneath the surface and looking into the possible historical background. That's was partially why I suffered when I did my essay on Terrorism last semester. I did not have the tools in my tool kit to comprehend why there are conflicts in the Middle-East and how their history with the western countries played a part in creating violence and conflict in the world today. I cannot say I regret not taking History though. I really did not enjoy source-based questions. I still do not. Haha.
I have to say I am very very very glad that I found Sociology and they accepted me into the course despite my less than sparkly results. After I got into my course, when people ask me what am I going to do after university, I will just answer, "I wanna be a civil servant". I really have no idea whatsoever as to what will I do in the civil service. "I wanna go to MCYS, because it is near my house and the job scope is probably something I am interested in.", "I also like Public Relations." I will answer like that. I do not understand why people look down on those taking Social Sciences. -.- I think I am enjoying myself most of the time. Not today though. I just watched a movie on how my food gets killed and gutted. Explicitly shown to me. *shudders* I am supposed to get something out of a non-narrated movie. Haha.
So, back to my topic on Social Sciences....my friend posted an article, albeit a very long one, about the value of studying the Liberal Arts. Just read it. I guarantee it will be worth your time and give you a new insight as to what the Liberal Arts is all about.
This is the link! I really feel that my decision to study Liberal Arts is justified now. Haha. ^^
It is a long read, but I hope you gained something from it just as I did.
That's all I wanted to say. Haha.
Rebecca :)
I am interested to learn more about how the world works and why our government and other governments work the way they do. Especially in terms of policy making. Are policies that are good for the citizens better or those that the citizens want more important? Both choices has it implications and consequences. I enjoy asking questions like that.
However, I am actually glad I did not take Political Science. Because I do not have any History background, I do not have adequate knowledge to aid me into thinking beneath the surface and looking into the possible historical background. That's was partially why I suffered when I did my essay on Terrorism last semester. I did not have the tools in my tool kit to comprehend why there are conflicts in the Middle-East and how their history with the western countries played a part in creating violence and conflict in the world today. I cannot say I regret not taking History though. I really did not enjoy source-based questions. I still do not. Haha.
I have to say I am very very very glad that I found Sociology and they accepted me into the course despite my less than sparkly results. After I got into my course, when people ask me what am I going to do after university, I will just answer, "I wanna be a civil servant". I really have no idea whatsoever as to what will I do in the civil service. "I wanna go to MCYS, because it is near my house and the job scope is probably something I am interested in.", "I also like Public Relations." I will answer like that. I do not understand why people look down on those taking Social Sciences. -.- I think I am enjoying myself most of the time. Not today though. I just watched a movie on how my food gets killed and gutted. Explicitly shown to me. *shudders* I am supposed to get something out of a non-narrated movie. Haha.
So, back to my topic on Social Sciences....my friend posted an article, albeit a very long one, about the value of studying the Liberal Arts. Just read it. I guarantee it will be worth your time and give you a new insight as to what the Liberal Arts is all about.
This is the link! I really feel that my decision to study Liberal Arts is justified now. Haha. ^^
It is a long read, but I hope you gained something from it just as I did.
That's all I wanted to say. Haha.
Rebecca :)
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March 31, 2013
Socializin' fun!
So, I said I had another post on my socializing experience right? This is it. Haha. What a bad introduction. Oh well, whatever. ^^
Before Jing Li left for Aussie, we met again at Star Visa and ate Porn's! Not bad, but the Pad Thai was not as good as Nakhon in Kovan. Tom Yum was really good because it was super sour, I like.
Went for Michelle's 21st birthday party with Cheryl. It was nice seeing her again! I wore heels so I am almost their height. Hahahaha. #cheat. Bought her a Herschel bag, fell in love with another Herschel bag, bought it and now it is on its way to Singapore from USA ^^ Much cheaper than buying from the shop in Singapore. It is out of stock anyway. -.- I super love Michelle's dress!
Celebrated Jing Li's birthday at hatched! Speaking of which, I have not bought Jing Li's present! :( She flew over specially to celebrate! Cool only!She looked so pretty that day ^^ I bought my home lighter for the occasion and everyone laughed at me. See my lighter in the picture? It was the big gun looking type. :(
Here is another picture of all of us! <3
Celebrated Jaya's birthday with my fellow guide friends! We are all grown up!
All of us! Not all, but almost!
The day we collected our HSS packs and helium balloons. Poor Qing lin's balloon flew up into the ceiling during our elective. RIP, balloon. But we got another the next day. I was attempting the helium voice thingie, but there was no difference in my voice. Either I am doing it wrong or it does not work on me. I hope it is the latter. Because then I would be cool. #nonsense Hahaha.
It is only the end of March and but so far this year has been not bad IF you do not include school. School got tougher, I have 4 assignments from 4 different module due soon. I hope I do not explode....-.-
Rebecca :)
My JC1 classmates and I went back to school for lunch and a quick meet up! It was nice seeing everyone again^^ This picture was my favourite of them all! Although I am not very very close to all of you because we only had one year together, you will be in my heart! My heart has many compartments.
Before Jing Li left for Aussie, we met again at Star Visa and ate Porn's! Not bad, but the Pad Thai was not as good as Nakhon in Kovan. Tom Yum was really good because it was super sour, I like.
Went for Michelle's 21st birthday party with Cheryl. It was nice seeing her again! I wore heels so I am almost their height. Hahahaha. #cheat. Bought her a Herschel bag, fell in love with another Herschel bag, bought it and now it is on its way to Singapore from USA ^^ Much cheaper than buying from the shop in Singapore. It is out of stock anyway. -.- I super love Michelle's dress!
Celebrated Jing Li's birthday at hatched! Speaking of which, I have not bought Jing Li's present! :( She flew over specially to celebrate! Cool only!She looked so pretty that day ^^ I bought my home lighter for the occasion and everyone laughed at me. See my lighter in the picture? It was the big gun looking type. :(
Here is another picture of all of us! <3
Celebrated Jaya's birthday with my fellow guide friends! We are all grown up!
All of us! Not all, but almost!
Added this because it is a nice picture. Hahaha.
The day we collected our HSS packs and helium balloons. Poor Qing lin's balloon flew up into the ceiling during our elective. RIP, balloon. But we got another the next day. I was attempting the helium voice thingie, but there was no difference in my voice. Either I am doing it wrong or it does not work on me. I hope it is the latter. Because then I would be cool. #nonsense Hahaha.
It is only the end of March and but so far this year has been not bad IF you do not include school. School got tougher, I have 4 assignments from 4 different module due soon. I hope I do not explode....-.-
Rebecca :)
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March 30, 2013
Sweet memories ^^
As my projects' and assignments' deadlines zoom in closer and closer, I need to remind myself to set my priorities right. I must really look at my current goal more closely. I WANT TO GO FOR EXCHANGE IN SWEDEN SEM 2 2014!!! I just wrote this on my wall big big! Oh well. Sucks that we place such an importance on meritocracy.
We work hard, so we must play hard too. Today was an eventful day, but I want to write about the whole of March in general. March flew by really quickly. I always have the motivation to blog when something happens, but you know, I procrastinate. :/
I am really grateful to have such nice friends in my course. I never expected it to be this way. When I went for Welcome Day in NTU alone, I thought I might really be a loner and my worse fear would come true. Instead, we had our own loners' table and now.....we have a group of people who have a shared understanding and things to talk about all the time. Having been in a mission school almost all my life(nursery, primary school, secondary school and junior college), this is the first time I find myself not surrounded any Christians. It is a little weird, and yet interesting. My horizons really became broader. Apart from the religion shock, I think the conversation subject that ALWAYS pop up never fail to shock me.
WHY ARE WE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT GUYS HUH?
So weird! I am talking about conversations about marriage, kids, spouses and what not. Super weird! Hahahaha. But I enjoy talking about who fangirls over who and who is the best fangirl material. Hahahaha. I once asked them to change the topic, and Phyllis said," But we are girls! " Well, I certainly hardly ever talked about guys in my other schools before 0.o Weird. I tend to keep quite quiet in those HTHT sessions. No comments and not really in a position to comment.
This post was supposed to be for me to showcase some of the things I did. I sidetracked. -.-
I had my recess week 2 weeks ago, but it was really eventful^^
Homemade Tom Yum with glass noodles with tomatoes, xiao bai cai, corn and egg. The stick there is lemongrass. I am not a big fan of it, but it makes Tom Yum nommy. Nom. This was on my stay home day.
Fried brains (almost) family picture!
After Kinect, everyone was exhausted, sweaty and probably not as nice-smelling. We enjoyed it though! <3 Look at my tired face and my unevenly sized eyes.. Hahaha.
So tired that when I went to Nex afterwards, I told my brother to carry my heels while I walked in slippers. Hahahaha. ^^ Thanks bro!
150313- Disney on Ice with Lynette! <3 We ate The basement (again!) But I loved it. Met up with Josephine for a wee bit! Missed her lots! Even though we are in different schools, I hope that we will keep in touch and meet up regularly:) Must make the effort okay! Really love Disney on Ice! This year's theme was Princesses and Heroes. <3 Ariel had quite a bit of spotlight, so I loved it! Stupid bottle leaked and flooded my bag(for the XXXth time). I am always so clumsy >.<
35 baby fishes died. :( RIP, dear little ones. I missed you and loved you while you lasted. I hoped that at least one would live. But alas, it was not meant to be.
Got my HSS pack with a Helium balloon:)Found out that balloons are really nice to write on with my Zebra pen! <3
Japanese buffet again with family! <3 I love salmon, but my prof just informed me that it is not environmentally sound to eat them. 1 kg of salmon requires 6 kg of other fishes to rear. *sniffles*
We were going to Vanessa's house to play Kinect (Thanks Vanessa!) And she so kindly drove us from the train station to the cafe and on to her house! Even lent me her shower! Thank you so much, my friend! So I fed her the last piece of cake. My favourite one! Genevieve. It has praline, crunchy something and special cream that is so good that even someone like me who hates cream ate it. Okay la. Just kidding. I ate the last piece. This was just a pose! :p
A picture of all of us who went! I am in an odd position, but who cares. I decided to wear my saints shirt to dance because I felt like it. ><
I still have more pictures I have not talked about yet! OMG. When did I get a life, seriously. Hahaha. Oh well. It was really fun! Maybe it was fate Vanessa's doggies were not at home. I am afraid of dogs(yes, I admit it) I want to overcome that fear though. I will. *determined*
That's all. I will talk about the rest again in another post. This post is long enough as it is! >.<
Rebecca :)
We work hard, so we must play hard too. Today was an eventful day, but I want to write about the whole of March in general. March flew by really quickly. I always have the motivation to blog when something happens, but you know, I procrastinate. :/
I am really grateful to have such nice friends in my course. I never expected it to be this way. When I went for Welcome Day in NTU alone, I thought I might really be a loner and my worse fear would come true. Instead, we had our own loners' table and now.....we have a group of people who have a shared understanding and things to talk about all the time. Having been in a mission school almost all my life(nursery, primary school, secondary school and junior college), this is the first time I find myself not surrounded any Christians. It is a little weird, and yet interesting. My horizons really became broader. Apart from the religion shock, I think the conversation subject that ALWAYS pop up never fail to shock me.
WHY ARE WE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT GUYS HUH?
So weird! I am talking about conversations about marriage, kids, spouses and what not. Super weird! Hahahaha. But I enjoy talking about who fangirls over who and who is the best fangirl material. Hahahaha. I once asked them to change the topic, and Phyllis said," But we are girls! " Well, I certainly hardly ever talked about guys in my other schools before 0.o Weird. I tend to keep quite quiet in those HTHT sessions. No comments and not really in a position to comment.
This post was supposed to be for me to showcase some of the things I did. I sidetracked. -.-
I had my recess week 2 weeks ago, but it was really eventful^^
Homemade Tom Yum with glass noodles with tomatoes, xiao bai cai, corn and egg. The stick there is lemongrass. I am not a big fan of it, but it makes Tom Yum nommy. Nom. This was on my stay home day.
120313 - Kiseki with Fried Brains! Best gathering with almost full attendance! We went for Japanese buffet and then to Playnation to play Kinect! <3 I stole all these pictures from Facebook, but I am sure the rest will not mind ^^
Fried brains (almost) family picture!
After Kinect, everyone was exhausted, sweaty and probably not as nice-smelling. We enjoyed it though! <3 Look at my tired face and my unevenly sized eyes.. Hahaha.
35 baby fishes died. :( RIP, dear little ones. I missed you and loved you while you lasted. I hoped that at least one would live. But alas, it was not meant to be.
Got my HSS pack with a Helium balloon:)Found out that balloons are really nice to write on with my Zebra pen! <3
Japanese buffet again with family! <3 I love salmon, but my prof just informed me that it is not environmentally sound to eat them. 1 kg of salmon requires 6 kg of other fishes to rear. *sniffles*
Bought foot peeling mask to try. OMG. FEET PEELED LIKE CRAZY. Not like thin layers of skin coming out you know. It was a thick layer! My feet is in the last stages of peeling. I bought this Nature's Republic foot mask from Bugis. $9.90 with discount. Hehe.
Went to La De Creme with my sociology friends for a friend(s) date today! Hehe. 3 pots of tea, 1 cup of roasted almond latte, 4 desserts. It was good. I loved the round white with chocolate flakes cake the best!
Another picture.
We were going to Vanessa's house to play Kinect (Thanks Vanessa!) And she so kindly drove us from the train station to the cafe and on to her house! Even lent me her shower! Thank you so much, my friend! So I fed her the last piece of cake. My favourite one! Genevieve. It has praline, crunchy something and special cream that is so good that even someone like me who hates cream ate it. Okay la. Just kidding. I ate the last piece. This was just a pose! :p
I still have more pictures I have not talked about yet! OMG. When did I get a life, seriously. Hahaha. Oh well. It was really fun! Maybe it was fate Vanessa's doggies were not at home. I am afraid of dogs(yes, I admit it) I want to overcome that fear though. I will. *determined*
That's all. I will talk about the rest again in another post. This post is long enough as it is! >.<
Rebecca :)
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March 06, 2013
Tutorial: How to make studded barrettes with pronged studs!
Crazy about hair accessories? I know I am. I got so crazy, that I bought 20 French barrette blanks from Ebay to add to my collection! Hehe. Previously, my fringe was too short to use a barrette so I had to use crocodile clips. There are only so many ways to deco your crocodile clip! So as soon as I could use a french barrette, I converted :) So, now when I am going through a "French barrette" phase, I just had to find a way to make more to add on to my collection. Look at this:
From whipped cream barrettes, to rhinestone barrettes to bow barettes! I have them all! HAHA! Every single one of them was handmade by me^^ From felt to real leather to ribbons, I tried to make every one of my barrettes special! Hahaha.
So. I was just thinking about how to make a studded barrette because I bought a packet of studs to stud my top and I had so many leftovers(because I was greedy and bought 100 in a go) They were pronged so I could not just glue them on.
BUT. I found a way, and I am gonna share it today! ^^
This is my first time doing a compiled tutorial! It is much easier:) I did it my way, so ya.
All you need is some felt, pronged studs, hot glue gun(mine is pink<3) a French barette and some studs! I used a 60mm French barette and I cannot remember the size of my studs probably around 12/11mm? Maybe? I used 5 studs per barrette....
Have a insulating something to hold your stud. I used a scrap leather. I went on to make a bow with my leather with this tutorial (bow as shown above)!
Measure the felt to be a little smaller than your studs.
Add glue to the empty space of the stud to fill it, 3/4 full will do and wait for it to cool and harden a wee bit before pressing the felt onto the glue.
Prong it.(Is this even how I am supposed to describe the process?!
Continue to the end.
Add glue to the barrette and press it gently to the pronged and glued felt. Do not flatten the glue.
Ta-da! You are done! Wait for it to cool completely before putting it in your hair please. HAHA.
Okay. That is it. Your very own studded barrette! ^^
Okay, That is really all I wanted to share today.
Ciao!
Rebecca :)
From whipped cream barrettes, to rhinestone barrettes to bow barettes! I have them all! HAHA! Every single one of them was handmade by me^^ From felt to real leather to ribbons, I tried to make every one of my barrettes special! Hahaha.
So. I was just thinking about how to make a studded barrette because I bought a packet of studs to stud my top and I had so many leftovers(because I was greedy and bought 100 in a go) They were pronged so I could not just glue them on.
BUT. I found a way, and I am gonna share it today! ^^
This is my first time doing a compiled tutorial! It is much easier:) I did it my way, so ya.
All you need is some felt, pronged studs, hot glue gun(mine is pink<3) a French barette and some studs! I used a 60mm French barette and I cannot remember the size of my studs probably around 12/11mm? Maybe? I used 5 studs per barrette....
Have a insulating something to hold your stud. I used a scrap leather. I went on to make a bow with my leather with this tutorial (bow as shown above)!
Measure the felt to be a little smaller than your studs.
Add glue to the empty space of the stud to fill it, 3/4 full will do and wait for it to cool and harden a wee bit before pressing the felt onto the glue.
Prong it.(Is this even how I am supposed to describe the process?!
Continue to the end.
Add glue to the barrette and press it gently to the pronged and glued felt. Do not flatten the glue.
Ta-da! You are done! Wait for it to cool completely before putting it in your hair please. HAHA.
Okay. That is it. Your very own studded barrette! ^^
Okay, That is really all I wanted to share today.
Ciao!
Rebecca :)
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February 21, 2013
Hectic, food, blood and omg, cuteness!
Life has been HECTIC. Assignment, presentations and everything else rained down on me. Boo-hoo! I really hope that I have the strength to hold on till the end. EXCHANGE PROGRAMMMEEEE! I MUST. Cannot keep my eyes off my goal.
Okay. Other than that, CNY came and went. It was really great to catch up with my classmates from Junior College. Super grateful to my class rep's mom for organising everything and him for inviting us:)
I really miss my JC class mates ^^ I remember all the funky things we did. Till now, I cannot get over how Josephine holds her breakfast when she eats them. HAHA. When I first got my phone, the first thing they did was to take pictures. HEHE.
Random picture of the hotel in Bangkok! The sweet housekeeping person(I bet it was a lady) arranges my travel buddies like this! SO CUTE!
Finally ate at Food for Thought was Lynette! She ordered white wine with iced tea and I ordered red wine with iced tea. Tasted like red wine with iced tea. HAHA. Right picture is after you have mixed the drink. Looks like Ribena, but it taste better!(In my opinion)
Very interesting book I read about the Chinese culture! Best thing: This was written by non-Chinese. As a Chinese, I can see where they are coming from. Emic vs Etic (Sociology/Anthropology)
Saw this in the library and I mentally went OMG! I think I will borrow it to read......one day. When I have finished my actual readings and have nothing to do. HAHA.
Ate Hall 14's Western food! Sausages! Lamb, cheese and breakfast, if I did not remember wrongly. Not bad! But Ambush's is nicer! Okay. This is only $5.50. Cheap already la!
I donated blood yesterday, the first time after three years. After the terrible incident. I am really glad I did it. I do not know, but I always feel like in order to prove to myself that I can do it, I will swallow my fears and get it over and done with. Same as the first time I donated, Yi Ting went with me but she did not pass the iron count test. I was really anxious! I had no idea what to expect. But after that, I was glad I did it. I felt like I did a little for the society. Maybe it is like we learnt in Soci, it is the need to belong somewhere, to a community, so you do something that you think makes you belong. I call it social responsibility. I am not a doctor, I am not a nurse. I cannot do big things like an operation or injection. But. I know in my heart that I may have done something that saved someone's life and like a medical personnel, I was somewhat involved. I am happy.
It did not hurt when I donated blood yesterday, but I have to say I got a bit worried when I saw the needle. HAHA. (I am looking at the wound now, by the way) Two person donated, five people enjoyed the refreshments. Hey hey, it was a buy two get three free deal okay! Haha. I am glad I overcame the mini phobia I had for blood donation. Will I do it again? Yes. Definitely. I have a picture of my blood bag, but I doubt it is good to post it online. What a little girl saw the picture? Oh dear. I can show you if you want to see it. I find it amusing that my blood was warm, by the way. I mean, like, when she put the tube across your wrist, it was WARM. Cool huh. Haha.
I have to admit that I tend to advocate and encourage people to donate blood. It is an experience. I tried convincing some Soci people to do it. Did not really work. Hmmm. Even free Milo did not entice them. Haha.
Okay, I will update again when I am free. Ciao!
JUST. SAW. THIS. O.M.G. So adorable!!! SUPER LOVEEE THIS SHOW. <3
Rebecca:)
Okay. Other than that, CNY came and went. It was really great to catch up with my classmates from Junior College. Super grateful to my class rep's mom for organising everything and him for inviting us:)
I really miss my JC class mates ^^ I remember all the funky things we did. Till now, I cannot get over how Josephine holds her breakfast when she eats them. HAHA. When I first got my phone, the first thing they did was to take pictures. HEHE.
LOOK! So adorable, I tell you! Love them to bits! By the way, that is my favourite expression. That's why they did it. This was during the 'study for ''A'' levels' period. I cannot believe I miss it a bit. Just the lunch part. Maybe. It was traumatic. I need time to recover. HAHA.
AMBUSH! I love the sausages! Nomnomnom. I miss Germany. I miss their REAL sausages. This was with Fion at Junction 8! I remember we did not want to eat with our tutor, so we said we needed to go home when we went to J8 to eat. HAHA. *secret* I hope the tutor never sees this. Cheese bratwurst was goooood. Miss currywurst and bratwurst. D:
Random picture of the hotel in Bangkok! The sweet housekeeping person(I bet it was a lady) arranges my travel buddies like this! SO CUTE!
Finally ate at Food for Thought was Lynette! She ordered white wine with iced tea and I ordered red wine with iced tea. Tasted like red wine with iced tea. HAHA. Right picture is after you have mixed the drink. Looks like Ribena, but it taste better!(In my opinion)
Very interesting book I read about the Chinese culture! Best thing: This was written by non-Chinese. As a Chinese, I can see where they are coming from. Emic vs Etic (Sociology/Anthropology)
Saw this in the library and I mentally went OMG! I think I will borrow it to read......one day. When I have finished my actual readings and have nothing to do. HAHA.
Ate Hall 14's Western food! Sausages! Lamb, cheese and breakfast, if I did not remember wrongly. Not bad! But Ambush's is nicer! Okay. This is only $5.50. Cheap already la!
I donated blood yesterday, the first time after three years. After the terrible incident. I am really glad I did it. I do not know, but I always feel like in order to prove to myself that I can do it, I will swallow my fears and get it over and done with. Same as the first time I donated, Yi Ting went with me but she did not pass the iron count test. I was really anxious! I had no idea what to expect. But after that, I was glad I did it. I felt like I did a little for the society. Maybe it is like we learnt in Soci, it is the need to belong somewhere, to a community, so you do something that you think makes you belong. I call it social responsibility. I am not a doctor, I am not a nurse. I cannot do big things like an operation or injection. But. I know in my heart that I may have done something that saved someone's life and like a medical personnel, I was somewhat involved. I am happy.
It did not hurt when I donated blood yesterday, but I have to say I got a bit worried when I saw the needle. HAHA. (I am looking at the wound now, by the way) Two person donated, five people enjoyed the refreshments. Hey hey, it was a buy two get three free deal okay! Haha. I am glad I overcame the mini phobia I had for blood donation. Will I do it again? Yes. Definitely. I have a picture of my blood bag, but I doubt it is good to post it online. What a little girl saw the picture? Oh dear. I can show you if you want to see it. I find it amusing that my blood was warm, by the way. I mean, like, when she put the tube across your wrist, it was WARM. Cool huh. Haha.
I have to admit that I tend to advocate and encourage people to donate blood. It is an experience. I tried convincing some Soci people to do it. Did not really work. Hmmm. Even free Milo did not entice them. Haha.
Okay, I will update again when I am free. Ciao!
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