I think I am vain. :/

Well. This is quite an uncomfortable topic. Hmmmm. But indeed, the painful truth is, I think karma came and kicked me in the ass and I am vain now. Boooo. I used to mentally laugh at the people who actually stare at themselves in the mirror that I did not realise I actually started to do the same thing:( IamvainIamvainIamvain:( Depressed am I. I actually like staring at myself in the mirror and pick on the features that I do not like about me. OMG. I hate my nose. :( But that is besides the point. I actually do sound like a bimbo here, don't I? This kind of sucks. I know I was supposed to be posting something crafty here, but this....is a an important reflection. I have to get this out of me. Whoaaa~~~~~ What happened to meee? I actually feel uncomfortable feeling vain but cannot help it at the same time? OMG. I am disgusting me!!!! Normal people should skip this worthless ranting post. Really. I am just gonna talk about myself and you are so not interested. Really.

I am not pretty. For that I am quite sad. I look cute. Probably ugly but adorable. Nonono, I am not praising myself. This is actually the description that everyone use to describe me. Booo. I know I have a genetically big nose that came from my paternal side. My only saving grace is probably my hair. I like my hair. It does not really require much attention. Oh, maybe not the fringe. I hate keeping a fringe. My oily face would make it clumpy 2 hours after leaving the house. Oh! I like my eyes. My fake coloured ones. They are pretty ........ and fake:( I like my lashes, but I have sparse but curly lashes on one side and sparse but not curly lashes on the other. Weird lashes for a weird person. :/ I have having a very weird conservation with my blog anyway. Oh well. I hate my nose. I don't mind my smile, but it is fake too! Because I had braces once upon a time. My upper lip curl inwards when I smile but I am okay. One can not be too perfect. I have okay skin with hell lot of freckles, very sensitive to the sun and does not glow.

Ahh. I have too many imperfections. But I am okay actually. I may not look very pretty, but I can feel pretty!  I think people should think like me. But then again, no one thinks like me. Hmmm. I have a tendency to take self shots when I wear my fake(coloured) eyes. I put them on and instantly feel prettier. It has much to do with my eye fetish I think. If you have pretty eyes, it is easier to disregard the other imperfections(like the nose.) Oh. I think that noses are the absolute ugliest-looking organs ever. Even if you have a straight nose or a small nose. No matter how I stare at it, it is ugly. My personal opinion, of course. I do try not to take note of noses too much. I like the jaw. I am awfully sad that I do not have one, but I like visible jaws. Hehe.

Ahhh, I really sound like a bimbo here. But please, do not mind me and skip to the next post! Haha. I skip from sub-topic to sub-topic so fast I think I am actually not writing in coherent sentences. But okay. The truth is this is how my mind works. No order at all. Live with it, dear readers. Haha.

Okay la. Do you really wanna know why I have this post up? Okay. I tell you the truth. I have a few pictures of me on my phone which I sort of feel uncomfortable to keep on my phone just in case someone browses through my pictures, but at the same time I feel a little sad to just dump because I think I look okay. So I am gonna post it here! Haha. I do not wanna keep it on the computer too. So I am keeping it on the internet. :p  Do not judge me okay! :/

Actually it is not like I have a lot of pictures of myself. Hmmm. Three only! No editing except for filter and stamps on Line camera, an app! Okay, here goes!

I can pull off the cute look^^

I took this picture to show off my hair actually. But my nose looks somewhat okay in this picture and I added pretty filters and stamps so okay la. A little too kawaii >.< Eyes look somewhat bigger than normal here! (^^  )V

Hair

 Results of my dye job. You cannot tell, but it has three kinds of browns in it. Not exactly ombre, but I try.

Fake glowy skin! The lighting was good. But I used my front camera, which sucks. 

 I was wearing purple contacts. Cannot tell from the picture right? Oh well. I wore matching purple hairclip to match my eyes. Hahahha.

Nomnomnom

Pink contacts, eating the potong ice-cream I stole from my grandpa who sells ice-cream. Nomnom. Round nose here, but okay la. Got ice-cream! Haha.

Okay. That's all really. I am not good at taking self shots because it is so difficult to do so from my phone. The snap button is small and at the bottom.

Okay. That was all I wanted to say. Oh. I have pretty straight eyebrows. Not pretty as in the pretty, but quite straight eyebrows. I hope you get me. Haha. Ciao!

Rebecca (^^ )V

Contact lens review: Blincon Pink lens

Well....It has been a longgg time since I wore this pair of contacts, but I decided to have a series of contact lens review for my own reference as well as whoever who wants to know more or whatever. Hope it is helpful to you if you are reading this. Haha.

So...backgound history of me and contact lenses. Vanity. Almost everyone I know knows I have an eye fetish. I love looking at people's eyes coloured eyes, big eyes, small eyes(not my favourite.), gorgeous eyelashes and swoon. I go crazy over eyes on deviant art brilliantly edited by various artists. So I always wanted to try out cosmetic coloured lenses because I have dark asian eyes. I started trying them on in 2011. For Chinese new year, I went to an optical shop to learn to put those lenses on and I NEVER turned back. I love having an excuse to wear them. Love crazy colours and stuff. I am always excited when the expiry date of the old monthlies are near so I can change a new colour. So these Blincon PINK lenses were my second ever pair. I totally forgot what did I get for my first. BAD memory alert. Haha

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I bought these with a coupon from Deal.com.sg for some optical shop YES! that used to be in Suntec. No idea where are they now though. But I realise that Blincon is not a very popular brand in Singapore so you might not be able to find it. I bought these babies in December 2011. Lovelies Freya and Rachel went with me to collect them. Haha.

My verdict: VERY VERY comfy lenses that I do not even feel like taking off at the end of the day. The lenses are very thick though. I don't mind. I realised that contact lenses are very useful for going to temples during the Chinese New Year period. They stop the smoke from the incense from getting into your eyes and making you tear. Yay for contacts! At 14.5 mm, it really makes your eyes bigger. The only down part is....okay, it looks very unnatural and really really pops out. So if you don't mind crazy colours like me, try it!

I read quite a few bad comments about it but I really like it so it really depends on the individual I guess.

Pictures!

With flash

Does these look creepy to you? Hmmm. It takes so longgg to take a decent photo of my eyes with my phone because the focusing is so crazily baddd. It focus and goes out of focus. FAIL CAMERA. This is one lucky picture(Y)

Under natural lighting

 Oh god. My face was so big in this photo and dear Sya uploaded it on facebook! Ahhh! This is the edited picture. I only slimmed down the cheeks a little but it makes such a big difference! Sigh. It was fun having bangs, but I am not gonna have them for a while yet. Too much care needed for a lazy person like me. Really really like the eyes though. Doesn't look like pink unless you go closer but I am happy. *stares* And yes, I stole this from Facebook.

Okay. So this is it. A very informal review for myself for future reference and so I will not forget what colour have I worn.

That's all for today, ciao!

Rebecca0.0

To dye or not to dye?

Well, with A levels coming to an end soon, there was this one teeny thing which has been bugging me. The title is the most appropriate topic sentence. Haha. Should I dye my hair!!! Whoa. It is a life changing decision! HOW!!!! I just had a big hair makeover by the way. I will probably change my profile picture after my trip to Shanghai where I will aim to take more pictures of myself and my hew hairdo.

I told myself I need a major makeover after school officially ended, and this is my first step. Next, is to decide if I should dye my hair and there are many steps to go like revamping my wardrobe and changing the kinds of clothes I wear. I wanna change so much that people will wow at the sight of me. HAHA. I am mega ambitious. Okay, I am running off topic. Lets go back to the topic of hair. I have straight naturally very dark brown hair. I do not know if it is actually black but ya.

I think everyone knew I was obsessed with ombre hair at one period of time after reading Violet's blog. I love her hair. But I also know that it is impossible for me to have hair like that because I do plan to work in am office environment and I highly doubt anyone would want to  employ me if I dye my hair to the extreme. Oh well. I was hoping that I can gradient dye my hair to became light brown without actually harming the roots of my hair. If you need an illustration,  it is something like this:

http://tabbedbrowsing.tumblr.com/post/8902690776/scissorsandthread-diy-ombre-hair-oh-the

Isn't it gorgeous? I lovelovelove and wantwantwant! The girl in the picture is very pretty too! I did my best to find one with an Asian because I am an Asian, and failed. Obviously not many Asians are that adventurous.

There are others which I really lovelovelove too. The trend now is dipped dyed hair though. It looks amazing too. But I feel that both of them are generally the same concept and they both will not harm your scalp so it is a to go for me! Look at these!

http://whishis.tumblr.com/post/3650273818

Pink+Brown+blonde. Love the model's facial expression.

http://pinterest.com/pin/173710597/

Rainbow!!!!

http://pinterest.com/pin/186093058/

This has got to be one of the best ever. Look at the colour. Oh. Lovelovelove.

http://pinterest.com/pin/454436266/

This is so pretty too!

So? Do you think I should dye my hair? Will I suit the hair colour? Grrr. Such a difficult decision. Maybe I will not dye my hair or D.I.Y my hair or use temporary hair colour??? AHHH. Hate making decisions.

So should I or should I not?

Rebecca:)